Chocolate Queen's Blog

School's almost out!!!

2009-05-24T15:08:00.000-07:00

I have been in school for a year and I cant wait 2 stupid weeks to get out for 3 months! Sorry, I havent been on writing because I dont have anything to write about! But anyway here is an update: Lennie's dad died on friday so me and my mom have been watching their pets while they were away, Their dogs distroyed something everytime we came to check on them, I only have 2 weeks left, my grandma retired, and I'm not going to summer school!!!! yayayayayayay Well there's an update so I'll write again sooner. I promise!!!!!

Missionary Week!

2009-03-09T16:30:00.000-07:00

Missionary week is the worst! I'm not kidding. I couldn't do anything I like to do, like playing on the computer and texting to Alex. I also couldn't watch t.v. My my, why didn't he just take my soul and tear it up into little bits! OK that might have been a little dramatic but I swear, t.v. is my life pretty much. This was the hardest week ever. Guess what, I couldn't even listen to music or go swimming either. Again this was horrible. Oh and if my week wasn't hard enough my great-grandma died. But I guess that's another story. Write to ya later. Also I'm just wondering, if anyone knows how to get an agent talk to me because I'm now officially desperate!!!! I dont know how people do it. I cant seem to get anywhere with whatever im doing! I want to be either an actress or a model. But if I had to chose one I would be better at being a model.

CINDERZ

2009-02-04T19:31:00.000-08:00

Hey my name is Ashley Marie Rowland a.k.a. Cinderz!!!!!!!!!! I got my nickname from my cousin Hailee. One day we were playing around and saying everyones nickname and I didnt have one so Hailee gave me one. Ashley shortened is Ash which is another name for cinders Jazz it up and u get CINDERZ!!!!!!! Fun huh! oh well it was either cinders or soot I took cinders oh well I like it anyway! thank you Hailee!!!!!!!!

Sadness is in the air

2008-12-14T12:27:00.000-08:00

The guy who looks so happy his smile just might fall off on the left, thats my grandpa. On December 6th at 11:45 am he died in the hospital with an infection in his lungs. He couldnt talk because of the tube down his throat. I couldnt remember the last time I talked to him. To me he was more than just a grandfather he also was my best friend. Pretty much everytime we came to visit him and my grandma I went on his bed and we would talk for what seemed like hours. He gave me advise and listened to my problems and he would always agree with me. I dont like football but he was always watching it. So sometimes I would watch it with him. I know I havent writen in a while but I've been kind of busy. School sucks. He was always cheering me up. The couple days he was in the hospital I wasnt woried but I was still sad. I thought I could go through without crying and to stay strong for my mom and my siblings. I can rightfully say I failed. When I found out he was going to die I didnt cry but I was mad. I felt like I was going to punch a wall down. That night I cried in my mom's arms I went to bed but I couldnt fall asleep. hours past and I still wasnt asleep. Then I fell asleep but woke up I couple hours later. The week past and I didnt get any sleep. I was tired at school and angry at home. I couldnt concentrate about anything. My grandpa was the heart and soul of our family and I missed him. Before he died I asked him if that when ever he visits from paridise that he can hold my hand so I know he's there, he shook his head and pulled me to him and gave me a hug. Now and then I get a tingling filling in my right hand and I know its him. This was the hardest thing I went through. He was the happiest person at our Christmas parties but now I know that this just might be the saddest Christmas ever. I miss him sssssoooooo much and Im going to miss talking to him. I love him so much. :)

Josh's B-day!

2008-11-02T07:59:00.000-08:00

For Josh's birthday we went to classic skating. It wasn't the best thing we did though. I bet josh had fun but me? Well it was boring, i was slow, I stunk because i haven't skate in a long time, and my feet hurt really bad! It really sucked i don't really want to do that again. I'm not really having a fun weekend! 3 days of torture is really not fun! I know you don't want to hear me complain but I'm really mad! This weekend sucked. I mean come on i threw up on Halloween and felt sick since at least 4:00 that day. I was really dizzy and i couldn't think straight but i still went trick-or-treating! Anyway about Josh's birthday he got Guitar Hero World tour. Its kind of cool. Now two people can play instead of taking turns. Josh got kind of mad because we had to go to a friends baptism on his birthday but he got over it. Now we have to go to a baby blessing! Just to make matters worse i miss my cousins. They live all the way in New York!!!! This is the weekend that just wont stop!!!!!!

Halle's BIG dance

2008-10-20T10:51:00.000-07:00

Halle is a doll who loves to dance! She's grown so much and she is ssssooooooo cute!!!!! Today we were watching Augest Rush and Halle started dancing to the music, she was so cute but got a little nervous when I pulled out the video camera! Still she dance and got less nervous she was really excited to see it when we were done! Here it is!

Happy Halloween!

2008-10-20T08:16:00.000-07:00

Sorry I haven't written anything in a while but i haven't had a lot of storys to tell lately! So anyway Halloween is coming up soon and it seems really exciting! With all the partys and candy and costumes! I know this year is going to be great! This year i have the day off and I'm going to be kind of lazy that day. So talk to you later! Oh and Happy Halloween!!!:) Just so ya know this is us at the cornmaze! Its kind of fun! Talk to ya later.

First Week of School

2008-09-01T19:33:00.000-07:00

The first week of school is.....school. School is school and that's it. Homework, friends, and teachers. I have homework already. Just so you know it took me like fifteen minutes to think of this much. The point is I don't like school, at all. OK so yeah..... my classes are language arts, geography for life, French, math, gym, seminary, and then science. Most of these are kind of boring. So yeah... School=boring. Cant we not do homework ever, really because u know what we do have lives outside of school, and i don't want to spend the rest of my life doing school work. I swear, we have 17 hours of school and the rest is sleeping!! Does the school ever end!!!!!!!!! Good luck at that prison

MY WISH!!!!

2008-09-01T19:13:00.000-07:00

Pretty much my wish is to be a movie/TV star!!!!! So as you know i went to that audition and that was totally stupid. I mean i thought i would be on TV bbbuuutttt nnnnooo!!!!!! I got to be in a 2000 dollar school, and i had to pay for it! At least i should get a scholarship or something!!!!..... right.....?! Do you think i should get a agent or something???? respond if you think i should get an agent.?! And if so PLEASE tell me how do you get on TV.... the people from ACT said i had some potential. PLEASE Respond!!!!!! help me out people.

My moms cake's

2008-08-18T11:02:00.000-07:00

My mom is sssooo creative. She took some cake decorating classes and you should look at this cake she made! The only problem is that she cant make chocolate frosting! Eeeewwww! But she makes great vanilla frosting! She loves to decorate cakes! I mean look at this!!!!

My Silly Silly Doggie

2008-08-17T17:31:00.000-07:00

My dog is a black lab/ beagle mix, and she is the cutest little dog ever! Her name is Mazzie and she is ssssoooo adorable!!!! Her favorite playmate is our grandma's dog Daisy. They love to play tag! It is sssooo cute! She is so cute when she sleeps! She has a cute little teddy bear and sometimes she sleeps with it. But sometimes she trys to bite at it, but im trying to get it so she dosent.

Day at The Copper Mine

2008-08-17T15:11:00.000-07:00

The day at the copper mine was really fun especially with my cousins there with us! At first i did feel a little sick but then i was fine. Me and my cousin Sherrae are like this "fingers cross"! She is sssooo cute and sweet. She is two years younger than me! First we went through the museum and pressed all the buttons and saw a ton of stuff! then we watched a film. thn we went and saw the giant Copper Mine. The air was dusty, dry, and hhhooottt!!!! But it was still very fun. We also saw the giant tire in the front. It was a great day. Until when we went home i got a little sick on the way back. I was glad to be home! "HOME SWEET HOME"

MY BIRTHDAY

2008-08-17T14:51:00.000-07:00

ok i know my birthday was 2 months away but it cant hurt talking about it.? Right? So anyway i just turned 14 two months ago and it was lots of fun, Guess what i get to start driving next year! its going to be so cool. So anyway.... Oh thats right, my birthday, well first it was just at my house. We sang and opened presents and ate cake you know the regular stuff. then we went to the park and played a little. Then came the even more fun stuff. in the park the played a movie (Shrek the third) on a giant inflatable screen played by a projecter. By the time we left it was about 12:00 pm. Midnight! cool right! see ya later!!!!!

The Big Answer

2008-08-17T14:15:00.000-07:00

OK so you know how i said i went to an audition. Well i got the big answer from them. I GOT IT! ..... but do you know what really sucks.... i don't have the money to go to the big acting school. Do you believe that they're asking us for 2,000 dollars... and that is just for the first semester. Expensive school right! Well anyway they said i had lots of talent. My dad said that 1 out of 10 people where born to do it and everything falls into place for them. another 1 out of 10 people work really hard but never get to do it, and the rest, the other 8 people work really hard to do there dreams and get to do it. I think I'm one of those 8 people. THANKS FOR THE ADVISE DAD! I LOVE YOU! :)

Funky Fashion Show

2008-08-16T21:58:00.000-07:00

On August, Wednesday 13Th my church's young women and relief society got together and did a funky fashion show. It was so fun, and guess what I got to be in it. I loved it until i jamed my finger playing basket ball. Thank goodness it was after the fashion show that I jamed my finger and just so you know yes i did cry. K, got it, it hurt! The fashion show was so cool, it was a modesty fashion show. i was wearing a "plunging neck line" and two much jewlery. By plunging neck line i mean a plunger around my neck, and two much jewlery just means i was wearing lots of neckleces and braclets. I was awsome at it. So then after the fashion show me and my friend Tasha went to play basketball, and that is when i jamed my finger. OW right! (sorry i dont have any pictures) :/

What a Day!

2008-08-16T21:41:00.000-07:00

Today I went to an audition called ACT. It was hard and easy to do. First we came in and filled out some form's. then i was supposed to go talk to someone in the back of the room. All he did was ask me two questions then say a ton of other crap. I was listening but he was talking so fast that I couldnt keep up with what he was saying. so then he gave me a paper with three lines on it. they where comercial lines. What was really stupid was that i only got a couple seconds to read it and understand what was going on. Really i didnt know what was going on. I just stould there trying to see what i was supposed to say. i did really good, i mean like i looked at the camera a lot and exprested my self a lot but i couldnt really tell what i was supposed to do. Man the light was so bright i couldnt see anything, i could barly see the camera. well anyway i find out if i got in or not tomorrow so ill keep you posted on that later. so talk to ya then. :)